The True Pain of Loving You

We give and we take

But most take and don't give

I give and you take

But I still love you

I don't want to change you
Or improve you
You are perfect

I will give to you
Until I can't give
No more

I don't mind
The pain
You put me through

Just being with you
Just hearing your voice
Is worth the heart ache

You probably don't notice me
But I notice you

I can't help but stare
I can't help but notice when you walk into the room
I can't help but see when you smile the world is more beautiful

There is no word
To describe how special and beautiful
You are to me

I can go if you want
But I can never stop loving you
Even 2,680 miles apart

I think of you
I dream of you
Wish you were here

With me
You are more beautiful
Than a sunrise or sunset

Over the ocean

I want to make you happy

But I feel I cannot
You need more
You deserve better

For this I will
Never tell you
The truth

That these poems are
About you
That no matter

Where I am
What I am doing
You are always on my mind

I'd rather die alone
Knowing I loved you forever
Than knowing you never did