What Now?

You take everything I love
You take everyone I love
You just keep taking
Even though there is nothing left to take

I've fallen,
I'm on my knees
I'm yelling into the sky
Asking for it back
Or at least
A way to survive

You think I can take it
You think I'm stronger than I am
You think I can make it
You think I'm tougher than I think

I'm not Superman
I'm not made of steel
I'm not indestructible
I'm not perfect

I'm only Human
I'm fragile and broken
I'm lost and alone
I'm at the edge ready to jump

End It
End my Suffering
End my Pain
End my Struggle

Give me something to live for
Give me someone to live for
Give me someway to keep going
Give me somewhere to go

Give me a reason
Show me a way
Tell me how to
Let me know

Give me up
Let me go
Stop me now
The edge is so close

I'm dying on the inside
I'm a battered box that says handle with care
But no one has
No one has put me back together or even tried

It's like parts of me are missing
A puzzle without the right pieces
A book with pages missing
A picture with half of it torn away

What's next?
What do you want from me?
What am I to do?
What's my new hoop to jump through?

What now?

I Love You

I Want you in all the Wrong ways
But,
I Love you for all the Right reasons

I Love your Soul
I Love your Humor
I Love your Intelligence
I Love your Kindness

I Love You

I Love how I feel When I am With you
I Love how you Make me Feel
I Love how you are All I Think about
I Love how you are What I Dream about

I Love You

I Love that you are my Safety net
I Love that at my Worst you make me Fell the Best
I Love that I'm under Your spell
I Love that no matter What I have You

I Love you

I Love to Be with You
I Love to Talk with You
I Love to Laugh with You
I Love to Love you

I Love You

I Love hearing your Heart beat
I Love watching you Sleep next to Me
I Love holding you so Close
I Love kissing you Like its the Last time

I am In Love With You

You're

You're what I love about Sundays
Laying in bed watching the day fade
Making breakfast in our undies
Loving every minute of those days

You're what I love about rainy days
Snuggling and kissing til the sun breaks
Makin love like its the last time
Hoping that it will never end

You're what I love about today
Standing alone listening to the church bells ring
Saying things I've wanted to say
Exchanging vows and last names

I'm sorry
I don't want to go on
I don't want to feel
or Love
I just want to stop
Existing

Let everyone else be happy
As I fade away
Unnoticed
Unwanted
Unloved
Unseen
I'm sorry

I Want

Your touch is so soft
It sends chills down my spine
Your smile is so beautiful
It makes my heart race
Your lips are so enticing
I want to kiss them
That thought makes my skin tingle
When you run your fingers through my hair
Pure ecstasy course through my veins

When you lie next to me
I want to hold your body til time stops
As I stare into your eyes
I want to kiss every inch of you

I want to run my hands up and down your legs
As I kiss your neck
I want to take your shirt off
As I kiss you from below the naval
All the way up to the collarbone

I want to nibble on your
As you pull my hair and nibble back
I want to make you moan
As I kiss lower and lower

I want to take off your pants
As we keep kissing passionately
As we keep rubbing our hands all over one another
As our lips keep touching
As our bodies become one

I want to say three words
As you respond in kind and we smile
I want to make love to you
As if the world were going to end if we stopped

I want to hold you after
As I tell you all the things I've never said
I want to feel our hearts beat as one
As our breathing synchronizes

I want to push your back behind your ear
As I gaze into your eyes never wanting the moment to end
I want to slowly caress your face
As I kiss you like its the first time
I want to slowly move my hand down your back
As you pull me in for round two

I want to have everyday be like that
As we spend forever together
I want to give my life, my love, my everything to you
As you show me true happiness

My heart I gave
My heart you broke

You ignored the love
I had to give

Now
There is nothing
Left

I'm empty and heartless
I'm broken and loveless
I'm lost and hopeless
I'm beaten and alone

How can I move on?
When all I think of is you
When all I want is you
When all my body yearns for
Is to hold you

How can I move on?
When you hold my heart in your hand
When you smile I melt
When you laugh I can't breathe

How can I move on,
When I'm still in love with you?

People Stop And Read This

I'm tried of the men today disrespecting women, they are not objects or pieces of meat for you to entertain yourself with until the next one comes along. What happened to chivalry and being a gentlemen? Holding doors open, giving ladies your jacket when she is cold, and pulling her chair out for her. Guys, it is not just about her looks, it's her beauty on the inside. Although good loos are a bonus that should not be the only thing you consider good about her.There is her mind, personality, her smile, and how she looks on her worst day. When she cries or laughs so hard she snorts, when she holds onto you when she is scared, and when she snuggles against you to keep warm. Those are the most beautiful moments you can ever have.