Me

I may not deserve you or be worthy enough for you
Doesn't mean I don't deserve a chance
A chance to be loved, a chance to be treated like I can feel
A chance to want to feel, a chance to feel worthy of being loved
Of being worthy to keep on living, to have a reason to want to keep on going

I'm tired of being a coward, of not wanting to be happy
To keep on letting my self suffer, letting my self be your personal doormat
I'm tired of living a life that I just want to take

No one really knows me, knows what I have been through
And thats my problem, I don't want to let anyone in
I've already been used, boken, battered, discarded like trash, and had my heart ripped out and laughed upon

I can't take it and you don't give a shit, you never did, no one does
I'm just the guy that is there when you need him but never good enough to truly love, to truly give your everything to