I don't understand

I miss you
Do you miss me?
Or do you miss him?

I'll never give up on us
But have you already given up on me?
On us?

You left
Without saying goodbye
I let you go
Before telling you I love you

I'm afraid of my feelings
For you and you alone
Are you afraid of yours?
For me?

Everything that happens between us
Just confuses me more
Are you just as confused?

You keep sending me mixed signals
I don't know which to believe
Are your true feelings

Do you even have feelings for me?
Or just him?

I don't understand anymore?

Should I wait forever for
Something that may not even be real?
I will if you want me to
Do you?